I thought Halloween would be a big thing here since the Australians I have met seem to have a thing for themed parties. I think the last big one on campus was the Around the World Party early last month where everyone went dressed up as another culture.
(Photo by JaKyung Koo.)
As always, its a reason to party. Bar On the Hill had a Halloween party and we finally got to celebrate something that I was used to celebrating in the states.
(Photos above by Cheryl.)
(Photo from BOTH)
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On another note, I had a bad night before, trying hard to stay awake at 5 am messed up my brain and I said something I shouldn't have said that made me sound vulnerable to him, that he was worth rethinking my reservations for a long distance thing. AHH! This surprised him. -_- I don't know why. Its been like three months and he did not even know how I felt about him. Guys are so stupid sometimes.
So I used this day to ignore him, and have fun without him, very mature of me, I know. But surprisingly, he wanted to be with me. Wow. Don't know what to think now. I was too inebriated when he told me a joke, which didn't help because I believed it, which made him really mad at me. Haha.
It changed completely when he said, "Oh well, it doesn't matter because you like me." and I blurted out, "I don't even think I like you, I think I'm used to you." Wow. I am a bitch. I guess I'm still scared to show him how I really feel... But how do I really feel?! I'm still conflicted at this point with him.
Is it even worth it to try something?
If it is, I would have to initiate...
I'm sick of always initiating.
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