How to be the perfect fuck buddy...

Do not get emotional.

I’d like to think that I’m pretty good at this. So far.

Unfortunately he isn’t. He told me he was into me.

He’s said it more than once but for the first time, he was sober.

What. The. Fuck.

He had to go and ruin this whole situation. As awful as it seems, I thought the whole thing was only casual. Whether or not my feelings changed during our times together is irrelevant because I did not give any indication of wanting anything more than a fwb relationship. He even told me that I acted that way.

Isn’t that what most guys want in their 20s; a girl that just wants to fuck almost all the time without any strings attached? I have done a fwb kind of thing before and it never turned into this, whatever this is.

I always end up with “sensitive” guys. -_-

I don’t know why he told me. It was sweet but ugh this complicates things in my head! Roar. I told him that its not what I wanted, and he asked, “Doesn’t this always happen in situations like this?” Does that mean that he went into this knowing that this would happen?

I don’t know what he wants. I don’t even know what I want.

Look at me! All he said was that he really liked me, and I’m already overthinking everything. This scares the crap out of me.

Hmm... I guess it could also mean that he told me and didn't expect anything to change..?