I am sick as fuck! Today was such an awful day. Not only was I sick, but I was just pissed off and uneasy with everything at home. It got me to really think. Home, it's always going to be the same thing. Even if there are physical changes to it, its always going to be the same feeling. Everything at home just feels overwhelming. There's so much noise at once; two TV's are on, music is coming from laptops and stereos, the vent from the kitchen is on high, water is always running in the kitchen, everyone is talking, or more like yelling at each other, and the volumes are always cranked up. Don't get me wrong, I love coming home after being away for so long, but then, after a while, I start to have "that" feeling. It's like, if I decide to move back home after college, I am never going to have my own life. I just need to be away from all this noise, so my best bet, since I can't just leave the house whenever I want, is to sleep and nothing made me feel good all day except for my bed. Thank you, bed, for always being there for me.
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